Alyssa Scott, 28, took to Instagram and shared sweet photos of her late son Zen, who she shared with Nick Cannon, 41.
Their son tragically was only five months old when he passed away from brain cancer.
In one of the sweet photos, the grieving mom shared, she was seen carrying her son while having fun on the beach.
“I see you in everything beautiful,” Alyssa wrote.
In the photo, the model smiled at the camera as she held her baby, who had a white blanket draped over his head.
Another photo shows Zen smiling in the reflection of a car mirror as he nestled in his car seat. His mother was sitting next to him, gently holding his tiny hand.
Alyssa also shared a video of Zen making cooing sounds while looking up at her.
The next day, she shared a black and white photo from when she was pregnant with her baby. In the image, she and Nick can be seen leaning against a rock as he rested his hand on her bump.
Last Wednesday, she posted a heartbreaking video as she remembered her son.
“Oh my sweet Zen. The soreness I felt in my arm from holding you is slowly fading away. It’s a painful reminder that you are no longer here,” she wrote.
“I caught myself looking in the backseat as I was driving only to see the mirror no longer reflecting your perfect face back at me. When I close a door too loudly I hold my breath and wince knowing a soft cry will shortly follow. It doesn’t come. The silence is deafening.”
She continued: “These last 5 months we have been in this race together. We would hand the baton off to each other. You kept me going. It would be the middle of the night and you would smile at me. A surge of energy would fill my body and pure joy would radiate from within me. We were a team, both determined to see it through.
“It feels unbearable running without you now. I can’t. And in this moment I feel myself being carried.
“By your sister.. By God. By complete strangers encouraging me to not give up . It has been an honor and privilege being your mommy. I will love you for eternity. 6•23•21 – 12•5•21.”
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