Liam Payne’s girlfriend is going public with the tragic note that her boyfriend left for her, right before his death.

Referring to the former One Direction alum as her best friend and love of her life, she spoke very bravely about how he had the most contagious energy.

Right now, she is trying to piece herself together after learning the most heartbreaking news of her lover taking his own life by jumping from his hotel room’s balcony.

She explained how he gave her a note where he wrote messages to her and how he dreamt about having a future together with her.

The couple was manifesting getting married soon and this was their goal from the start and seeing it become a reality would make him become so happy.

He asked her not to open the note until later and hoped that they would tie the knot within a year so they could be together forever.

Sources are yet to confirm if she opened the note before his death or after it but she does mention that now his dream of being together can never be fulfilled.

“I am trying so hard to carry on with life but it’s just not easy. He was my world and I will never stop loving him”- she concluded.