As the world reacts to Sean Diddy Combs’ disturbing surveillance footage featuring him brutally abusing his former lover Cassie, the notorious rapper has chosen to break his silence.

The video was said to be shocking and very abusive in nature with the star going on a beating rant as his helpless former girlfriend begged and pleaded for mercy.

The rapper has come up with a new video that features himself reflecting on the most difficult and darkest times of his life. He says that he really messed up badly and wanted the world to know that he was ashamed and disgusted of himself.

He added how the video was beyond excusable and that he had trouble seeing all the footage despite him being the suspect who allegedly abused Cassie for hours.

The rapper says he really did hit rock bottom at this time and that all he could say was sorry for the way he behaved.

“There is no excuse for how I acted with her. I am so ashamed and I take full responsibility for my actions”- he added.

He also shed light on how he did seek help during that time for his behavior and had to resort to professionals to get his head straight.

He even asked God for mercy and grace and began going to therapy and rehab to find a permanent solution to this ordeal.